Damn!
But how?
How?
How can she still hold this grudge after all these years? I'm so heartbroken by this story. True friends are so rare and you had found one in this one. Or so, we thought.

I feel like she never really loved you in first place.
She never enjoyed you as deeply as she claimed. Otherwise, she would miss you. She would try to meet you half way. To rebuild. To reclaim your friendship.

I'm so sorry for your loss, Christine.