Thank you so much. The funny thing is I know its this new job. I felt bubbles of darkness welling up within me the moment I set foot into that office. But I persevered on: "You can't run away from everything that's uncomfortable," I told myself. Except now I feel like I am dying. Now, everything within me is slowly disintegrating. But you're right. I've done this before: I will do it again. Thank you for the lovely reminder.